Hello!
So tomorrow is the big day! My exam starts at 14:10 Korean time. (7:10 a.m. Austrian time) I am really really nervous and writing about it makes it not better at all. I have never felt less insecure before taking a test. But I have done what I could (it was surely not everything I could have done.. but.. meh). Whether I fail or pass does not really matter to me anymore. If I can do it with my Korean Skills then I can.. if not then, well.. I will continue to learn Korean and at some point in my life I will pass that test ^^
What is most surprising to me is that even though I studied only Korean for over 8 months now and even though I thought that I want to give up and just learn something else, during that intensive studying time I learned so many interesting things about this language and it fastinates me.. every day I find something new..that is just, different. I want to study Korean even more, and I want to find all the little things that make it so special that nobody was able to categorise it ^^ and I really feel like learning chinese characters in order to understand Korean more.
So the test is only going to show me that I have to learn so much more to fully understand Korean ^^ but still I am very very nervous!!! AAAAAAAAH!!
But at least I can go to the Philippines after the test. Monday evening until Friday morning.. I never thought that I would go 3 days to Japan, but 4 days Philippines.. well.. this is.. Not going to say anything here, but (you might be able to imagine what I think about taking an airplane for 6hours to spend 3 full days there and then go back again..) I hope I won't die and I can show you pretty pictures once I am back ^^
Love you all~
and I will study a bit more ^^
Maria
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